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2009-08-22T21:04:00.000+08:00

Will update soon!

2009-02-26T16:46:00.002+08:00

Finally exams is over...
holiday at last..
but i am sick..
=(

went out yesterday with wifey watched Let The Right One In.
rate 3/5.
was sick the whole day headache slight fever.
thanks wifey sent me home.
<3
today rest at home...
hope will be fine soon.

2009-02-22T18:10:00.003+08:00

this few days very rushing to last mins studying for exams.
really hope this semester can pass and move to 2.1 i will be happy.
didnt expect good grade at all i knew my standard.
seriously 2 more years to go on this.
next wednesday will be having my last paper.
counting to 3 days.
good luck to all who is having exams.

2009-02-15T01:26:00.003+08:00

Happy Valentine Day !!!
Headed Vivocity to spend the day there.
I guess every places in singapore is crowded.
Looking around most of the ladies are holding flowers.
"WOW"

Made a reservation in White Dog Cafe.
Went there once the foods there are delicious. Recommended *
Catch the movie Look For A Star *
Starring Andy Lau & Shu Qi.
Rate 4/5...
Suit those who are looking for Xin Fu....

I LOVE WIFEY <3

2009-02-13T23:15:00.002+08:00

Finally sch lesson came to an end.
Next friday will be EG2 exam follow by AEL lastly is DEL end on 25 feb.
Had my c programming test today totally cant make it = fail for sure.
This semester i was really disappoint in my studies & my attitude in learning.
Online business partly causes me to focus in my studies.
I trying to end my online stuffs before the next semester open so i can fully focus in my studies which mean no income.
=(

Two more years to go struggling hard.........

2009-02-12T22:10:00.002+08:00

RUSHING....
2pm-4pm rushing for MOL (stupid system)
finally finished all the revision in class.
skip last lesson del.
wenjun went to my house to cheong finish the c programming project.
around 9.30pm we are done.
stupid c programming test tomorrow.
sigh...

MOL when i see this i super happy. LOL !!!

2009-02-10T19:20:00.002+08:00

Oh man !!!
AS test just ended..
DEL lab test tomorrow.
C Programming test friday.
Got to rush the stage 3 project this thursday.
Freak...

This saturday is Valentine Day.
Wishes All Happy Valentine Day in advance.....
= )

2009-02-08T00:54:00.005+08:00

Watched Underworld Rise Of Lycans with wifey.
Rate 4.5/5

Loves Werewolves.......
= )

Is Not The End Is Just The Beginning.......
Rise Of Lycans !!!!

Werewolves, also known as lycanthropes (wolf) and (human, man), humans with the ability to shapeshift into wolves or anthropomorphic wolf-like creatures. This transformation is often associated with the appearance of the full moon. Werewolves are often granted extra-human strength and senses, far beyond those of both wolves or men.

There are ways to become werewolves whether to believe it is up to your own view *

2009-02-01T23:30:00.006+08:00

Changed blog skin and songs.

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30th Jan 09

Didnt went to school.
Meet wifey in town to have our shopping spree.
Went to Shokudo as i craved for it long ago.
Catch Chandi Chowk To China this movie which is a comedy movie.
3/5 to my view.....

2009-01-04T22:30:00.000+08:00

04 Jan 09 - Sunday

A fresh new year...
Rot at home tomorrow school reopen.
One Word : SIANZ
LOL.
Projects, tests, homeworks, alot alot of stuffs will be rushing once again.
Poly life is fast i like but is too rush on handling stuffs.
Anyway Holidays is what i love most during school life.

Cant Live Without You (Wifey)
<3

2008-12-27T12:20:00.000+08:00

27th Dec - Saturday

Belated Merry Christmas Everyone.
Let me start from 24th dec onwards.
That day woke up 8 plus in the morning went down to my sch with dad paid the late school fee.
Had to clarify bank account at that side. Now i found that ngee ann poly system is sux.
Went to amk area with dad to help him choose shoes as he needed one.
Lunch in amk hub food court.
Went home and played cabal awhile then i cant make it.
I went to sleep until 5 plus.
Super TIRED.
Dear went with her gfs to celebrate christmas.
Meet up kok leng & wei lun at 9pm.
Bought foods to junhao chalet in sembawang.
What a "wulu" place !!!
Luckly take cab go...
4am we left the place as kokleng have to work in few hours time.
And also junhao need to have free space with his gf sze hui. LOL !!!
Went home sleep at 5am plus then wake up around 11am plus.
Meet dear atound 3 plus orchard.
Shopping & movie...
WoW !!! Alot of peoples in orchard crowded faint....
Dear stay overnight my home.
I wake up at 2pm super late like pig lol & she wake up at around 12 noon..
After lunch she went home.
Super miss her <3

Time Are Super Fast.
Loves WIFEY alot....

2008-12-17T00:10:00.000+08:00

17th Dec - Wednesday
I have not been blogging very a long time.
Sorry about that i am too busy and lazy at time.
School projects really make me suffocated per module one project.
I have around six to seven module in total.
Rushing and Working piling is really busy.

Common tests ended.
I really hope i can pass well seriously.
I didnt really study that much like in the past.
Lazy causes me and stress plays a part too.
Anyway is past...

Three weeks holidays for me.
Happy = )
I can rest well and enjoy.
Totally tired during school time.

Today, i and dear meet up daniel and adelene for lunch to catch up.
Thanks to daniel for treating us the lunch.
Went to orchard shop bought myself a everlast watch cost $49 is kinda cheap. = )
Watch IP MAN at 4.40pm in cine.
This movie was awesome because i like Donnie Yeo alot.
Plus i love action movie as well.
Dinner at Shokudo the street of japan.
Total Bills = $73
I and dear was totally full and we enjoy the food.
Took the bus send dear home.

Loves Dear <3
^ ___ --

2008-11-20T18:55:00.000+08:00

20/11 - Thursday
Alot of projects are piling up....
Every week given us one to do and hand up in like three weeks time.
WHAT THE HELL !!!
Super Stress lately...
Weekend have to do projects and prepare for common tests.
Havent go to cca for many times.
NO TIME...

ARGHz..............

2008-11-16T21:20:00.000+08:00

14/11 - Friday
Reached home at 5pm.
Get prepared for alvin wedding dinner.
Dear reached my house at 6 plus we meet xiu zhi 7 plus at harbourfront.
Around 10 plus end the whole dinner.
Send dear to taxi stand, she & xiu zhi went home together.
As me meet my friends for midnight movie at amk hub.
2am ended we went to s11 chat until 4 plus reached home 5am sleep at 6am.
zzz Mum went out work i just went to sleep.

15/11 Saturday
Wake up 11 plus sleep for around 4-5 hrs.
Lunch with dear amk hub then slack at home.
Watch movie with dear.
= )

16/11 - Sunday
Took cab to dear house pack her lunch.
3 plus we went to my grandma house for her bday celebration.
5 plus went to sakura with whole my relative for dinner the home.
Weekend i am totally packed & i am serious tired.
I LOVE DEAR *

2008-11-11T23:25:00.000+08:00

11/11 - Tuesday
Back home at 1030pm.
Super Late.....
TIRED !!!
15 hours outside in school.
= (
First day of CCA free fighting = Boxing (similar to Muay Thai)
Super xiong the training.
My arms is super aching and pain.
Can die the training.
Every tues & thurs training.
Plus project & works & cca super stress.
I wanna holiday.

2008-11-10T20:30:00.000+08:00

10/11 - Monday
BLUE ~
Netball training 8am
Super tired coach put me in every match today.
Played 5 matches straight.
10am to 12 have to stay back awhile more for project.
Then i rushed to the scholarship talk at 12.30.
No time for lunch just bought biscuit to ease my hunger.
After talk, project time. Bought a hot dog bun to eat fast.
Reached home 3 plus then rested awhile rush on my project.
Super tired plus sianz....
= (
Tomorrow late home guess will be 10 plus.
CCA on tue & thurs.
Busy all the way faint..
One more month to common test.

Weekend Pls Arrive.....

2008-11-09T22:25:00.000+08:00

06/11 - Thursday
After school, meet dear brought her to thomas road to eat the famous roti prata.
We order 4 kind of pratas & mutton soup.
Is delicious !!!
After that, we slack at home.

07/11 - Friday
Slack at home with dear again.
= )
Later no money to go out that often both of us.
Trying save money as well.

08/11 - Saturday
Morning wake up jun hao msn me asked me soccer.
Not long rushed down to play.
Around 12 plus, went home prepare meet dear am hub for lunch.
Rushing LOL.
Slack at home again with dear.
Around 830pm, send dear to take bus.
Went with junhao to Le Bar in Neil Road watch soccer the big match.
Half an hour kok leng & wei lun came.
After soccer match, went to eat then cab to bugis Top One.
In the end, no room took train back to amk Kbox try.
After all, we slack at the mac until 2am then home.

09/11 - Sunday
Meet dear at city hall 2.30pm.
Went to marina play pool & watch movies.
Watch REC quite a nice movie for me maybe to others are lame.
After that dinner then home.

------------------------------------------------------------------------

School works & projects are piling alot for me.
Feeling stress....
Lazy & useless of me.
Sudden when today back home feeling super emo.
Totally Loss of my life at sudden.
Times passes me super fast i cant even run with their pace.
Like left behind the time.
= (

2008-11-02T19:10:00.001+08:00

31/10 - Friday
Weekend arriving no mood for school.
I skipped 3pm-5pm lesson after 3pm i straight away go home.
Get myself prepared to meet dear at amk ctrl station.
We going vivocity.
We have our lunch at White Dog Cafe the foods is great there plus the scenary is beautiful.
I love that place very much.
= )
9.30pm we watched High School Musical 3.
Quite a nice movie.
Took cab home as ended up late.
Midnight Charges OH...

01/11 - Saturday
Slack at home with dear.
= )

02/11 - Sunday
Alone at home so bored.
Misses dear alot.
<3
Done my homework abit around evening time.
OH MAN tomorrow start school.
So bored time passes so fast on weekend but weekdays so slow.
= (

2008-10-27T15:40:00.001+08:00

23/10 Thursday
After school rushed home to put down my bag went to meet dear & her friends.
We ate our dinner in amk hub ichiban.
Then we took bus 138 to night safari.
Around 10 plus all of us took cab home.
A fun day = )

24/10 Friday
After school went home.
Whole day slack at home.

25/10 Saturday
Dear came to my house slack and we watched movie in amk hub.
Watched Butterfly Lover as dear wanna watched it long ago.
= )
Send her home after that.

26/10 Sunday
Went to PS meet dear to have our shopping trip.
Far east dear bought two dresses.
Evening time meet parents have out dinner at Din Tai Feng.
After that, shop at taka dear bought a bonia set for her mum.
Around 8 plus nothing to shop we decided to went home.
Dear staying overnight at my house.

27/10 Monday
Went to amk hub for pepper lunch for lunch.
After that home.
= (
Boring & slack the whole day today alone.
I dont want to go school tomorrow so bored.

I Love You what you are & always.
= )
<3

2008-10-20T18:10:00.005+08:00

20/10 - Monday
BLUE DAY !!!
Four more days to go...
Next monday is a public holiday GOOD.
Rest Day For ME..Simply misses dear.

Sch days less time to meet up.
Both busy with our school life as well.
We still try to meet up when we can.
= )

2008-10-13T20:30:00.001+08:00

13/10 Monday

What a BLUE day.
School reopen today.
Everyone is like OH MAN.
Holidays end fast. LOL.
I cant wait for the three weeks break in dec.
= )

Misses Dear.
<3

2008-10-03T19:55:00.001+08:00

02/10 Thursday
Wake up at 10 plus and started to prepare myself.
Went out at 12 noon to bugis accompany dear for lunch near her workplace.
After that, i waited for her three and the half hour to knock off from work.
I went to funan mall to check something for my colleagues.
In the end, is a waste trip for me.
= (
Went back bugis to play arcade and went to library.
Pick dear up and went to near my house have dinner with my parents.
After that slack at my house.

03/10 Friday
Slack at home.
Take nap LOL.
Pack my room and helped mum paint the living room.
= )

2008-10-01T20:55:00.001+08:00

30/09 Tuesday
My last day of work in Nafa.
5 weeks simply ended fast.
Colleagues bought JCO Donuts farewell me.
= (
After work went to HK cafe for dinner with dear then watch Eagle Eyes.
Kinda a nice thriller movie.

01/10 Wednesday
Public Holiday + Happy Children Day
Whole day staying at home slack.
Playing games and lied on my bed with our little baby.
= )

2008-09-29T23:15:00.001+08:00

20/09 Saturday
Went to play soccer with my bros early in the morning.
After soccer much discussion decided to come my house gamble plus drinking.
Dear and sze hui took cab down to my house. In the end i kept losing and i hang over since a long time didnt happened on me. Dear took care of me well and she was angry when i hangover.
Sorry Dear.

21/09 Sunday
Wake up feeling abit headache. meet my bros and their gf went to cathay to watch Mirror together totally 4 couples 8 of us went to watch together 2 rows of couples seats. After the movie, we went separate ways. So i and dear bought food back to my house as i am feeling tired. Moreover dear dont want to shop around so decided slack at my house.

22/09 Monday
Work !!! Is a blue day *
HATE IT *

23/09 Tuesday
Went out after work with dear simply misses her.
Went to Waraku for dinner.
Went to Paragon shopping in the end i bought my Gucci Wallet there.
Costs me a BOMB heart pain.
LOL.
Wallet spoil no choice.

24/09 Wednesday
OT today ...
Dinner alone eating cup noodles at home.

25/09 Thurday
Went home after work have home cooked food at last.
Loves Mum cooking.
= )

26/09 Friday
Went out with dear after work.
Waruku Paste for dinner.
= )
Shopping Walking Around.

27/09 Saturday
Dear comes to my house slack.
= )
We went to have our lunch at Amk Hub.
After lunch we went to Ntuc to shop for ingredient for orea cheesecake.
First time doing the cake so fun for both of us.
Learn alot from making cakes i will do a better one next time.

28/09 Sunday
Dear once again comes my house.
Thanks Dear.
KFC delivery for lunch and watch vcd at home.
slack all the way.

I Loves My Dear Always.
Heart Are With You.
<3
Cant Live Without You.

2008-09-17T20:45:00.001+08:00

just came back home after bath decided to blog.
recalled last sun, i,dear,kok leng, jun hao & his gf went out.
went shopping later on steamboat.

tue meet dear after work went to have dinner then we watched WallE.
quite a nice movie. = )

today, went dinner with parents and relatives.
as my cousin back from usa give him a welcome dinner.
he is going back to state in two weeks time.

i am super tired daily of working.
i wanna have a good rest indeed.
sat & sun is not enough for me.
= (

my loves to u is simple i only can afford to give u is love & care.
hope u can sense it deeply.
i love u.
<3

2008-08-30T21:00:00.001+08:00

fri after work meet dear went to town.
finally is weekend for me and i am so happy.
5 days of tiring work for me.

as for today is sat slacking whole day at home.
take nap in the afternoon ard 3 plus to nearly 6pm.
dear is working at the comex show for two days.
miss her =(
wanna slack with her.

WO AI NI DEAR <3

2008-08-27T19:35:00.001+08:00

since awhile didnt update my blog.
recently just started working in nafa fine art.
everyday formal wear so sick of it.
LOL.

tired job anyway money dont comes easy.
but i need money so bear with it.
luckily sat didnt need to work half day.
thats the best part of my job.

holiday started dear and i will be meeting less as both of us are working.
we will both find time for each other.
<3

2008-08-18T19:20:00.002+08:00

today is last paper and now is holiday for me.
hate exams !!!
i can tell i didnt do well at all this times around.
feeling down after the exams.
= (

need to find a temp job asap.
firstly can earn money secondly earn experience thirdly can kill times in holiday.
LOL !!!
can see dear often when we both working.
but i guess we both will find times for each other to meet up.

loves till the end...
<3

2008-08-11T23:15:00.001+08:00

just came back from home at 1045pm so late.
went out to study for exams as this weekend having my exams fri, sat & next mon.
after that i am free for two solid months of holiday.
holiday most likely will be working.
i need money seriously.

last sat was my enjoyable day with my baobei.
despite i am tired but i feel so bless with her.
we went to movie in the evening and around 9pm we sit the singapore flyer.
thats awesome the view and everything.
we also saw the whole fireworks at the singapore flyer side.
so romantic & beautiful.
after that we went to swensen have our late dinner and then i send my dear home.

LOVES DEAR *

2008-07-28T13:35:00.000+08:00

monday finally the presentation is over. coming mon no sch at all.
last thursday sick.
=(

i only spend my time with dear is on sunday.
sorry dear for the boredness.
we watched PROM NIGHT is was not bad.
hope this coming weekend can spend more time with her.
= )

i gotta study soon exams are coming.
STRESS PERIOD is coming.
loves dear <3

2008-07-25T15:20:00.001+08:00

today never go sch.
sick again. same sickness.
fever, cough & throat infection.
=( hate to be sick..................

nowadays i hate myself to be sick.
i cant accompany my dear well.
let her take care of me most of the times
make her feel very bored when i sick.
even she didnt say i can sense it.
i feel myself being so selfish.
i really hate myself i think back once again.
i hate myself being stupid dont know what to do.
crying in heart..
ARGHz........................................................................

i hope to recover fast..
is times to study exams are coming.
my brain gotta burst so many things..

NEVER LET YOU GO !!!
i LOVE u dear <3

2008-07-14T11:55:00.001+08:00

is monday again - monday BLUE.
lolx.

school stuffs make me sick seriously.
getting older things doesnt seem to be great
i rather like a little infant no worry no problems.
i need holiday badly.
= )

each day my loves to u grew even stronger
each times we spend are the moments with happiness
each kisses meant alot to me
i loves u my dear
<3
muacks

2008-07-02T17:15:00.001+08:00

finally i am sick... fever,sore throat & cough.
yesterday went to see doctor. mum & dear acc me go.
as for today didnt went to sch have to rest at home.
i hope to get well soon.

simply i am alone at home.
this make me bored to death.
sick make me dont know what to do at this moment.
dear thanks for everything.
sometimes i think back i demand too much on u sorry...
why should i get sick i hate myself to sick.
i feel like bashing myself for all this.
=(

2008-06-23T11:55:00.001+08:00

today is school reopen after two weeks break is a new term.
feeling abit bored to go sch seriously.
works, projects & presentations are all coming along when sch started.
=(

monday only 2 hr lesson for me and before 11am i will be at home.
= )
this whole week dear is having her common test.
good luck dear and jiayou.
loves <3
will be missing her daily.

hope to end this three years soon.

2008-06-20T14:15:00.000+08:00

last week of my holiday coming to the end feeling so bored thinking of going to sch everyday.
= (
monday, wake up early to meet dear go to zoo.
the entrance for us is free coz as a group of tourist treated us somehow.
= )
the day we spent is so awesome.
tuesday, went to buy foods with my bros for the chalet on wed-fri.
wednesday, chalet started meet around 2 plus buy the those items which we left out.
started bbq around 5 plus.
i asked dear come intro to my bros totally in chalet we have 5 guys 2 girls.
having great time with my bros.
watch movie, play cards & drinking even chat out relationship matter.
we went cycling on thursday finally wei lun learnt how to cycle yesh.
friday early morning we check out and home with tiredness.

for very long time we didnt have such time together.
our bonds are still strong.
= )
i miss my dear alot when i am at the chalet.
<3

2008-06-05T19:22:00.003+08:00

tomorrow will be the last paper for this week.
lucky is an open book test but seem not easy.
LOL.

hope my common test can pass didnt study much.
= (
pray hard.

after tomorrow will be having a two weeks break finally can rest.
= )

dear is sick having fever.
must take care well.
loves.

2008-06-01T21:55:00.002+08:00

last friday went to vivo with dear.
went to the kim gary restaurant have our dinner
after that went to search for my hp in the end cant find any that i like.
last is my fav place CANDY EMPIRE.

sat dear come to my house teach me maths whole day.
went amk hub to watch narnia at 930pm.
hmm is a nice movie = )

OMG !!!
today whole day outside study i am really tired.
tomorrow is common test already.
1 week common test after that is my two weeks break.
hope my common test can pass *
= )

JIA YOU !!!
thanks dear for everything loves u.
<3

2008-05-26T15:35:00.001+08:00

OMG !!!
next week is common test i have no mood for it.
trying to study as much as i can.
no life in sch already.
i need time seriously.

hoping two weeks come fast i can rest at home more.
more time for my dear <3
miss her alot didnt see her much during weekday.

today go sch for 2 hr only starting from today onwards every monday.
haha shiok i can rest more and tuesday lesson start late.
= )

2008-05-24T00:50:00.002+08:00

wow i havent been blogging for super long time.
LOL.
lazy to blog nowadays.
sch still carry on everyday.
awaiting for friday to end class so i can rest well.
OMG !!!
common test coming in around two weeks time super fast
i am scare.
me gotta study soon i have been playing all along.
= (

today dear accompany me to NUM again to buy my sandal as old one spoilt.
= (
after that we went to expo with dear for FOOD FAIR
oh we eat alot of nice foods there happened to saw her parents so we tag along.
haha.
after that went her house slack went tv then i went home around 10 plus.

loves <3>

2008-05-08T21:00:00.003+08:00

it had been a month in poly life one word : SUCK !!!
pace is rather fast and our course is simply tough.
tests, presentation, course works make me sick of this life.
kinda wana give up sch life moving to work life back.
i am stressed up for all this stuffs.

i need holiday pls seriously.
i dont wanna think all this shit stuff.
cant life be simple minded i guess is never.
= (

working hard still towards it.
hope i can overcome it pls.
loves dear.
<3
need her by my side...

2008-04-28T13:20:00.004+08:00

i havent been for blog so like two weeks.
LOL.
school started very busy with projects still not use to school life.
= (

trying hard still...
times spend with dear getting lesser.
both of us busy sometimes tend to quarrel but jsut compromise.
we need to pass this three years obstacles will be fine.
= )
loves....

let me have holiday pls...

2008-04-14T17:00:00.001+08:00

today day one of poly life.
late for class reached school at 810am died.
in class for like 820am already.
stupid bus cant get in i waited for fourth one then i got in.
i really hate 8am lesson have to go sch so early.

OMG *
day one already have project to do super fierce.
damn tired the whole day.
i cant imagine further more tons of works are piling up.
super sianz.
= (

school started will be lesser time for my dear.
both of us in poly will be busy in our stuffs.
i miss u dear.
<3

2008-04-07T19:50:00.003+08:00

today went to orientation progamme at 1pm-5pm.
GL bring us around our divison building to let us familiar the facilites.
We also printed out timetables.
resting one corner interaction with one another got to know few friends in my class.
total 18 in my class include me which are all guys.
LOL.
all of us like faints with sianzness in it.
some of them requested chiobu in our class.
LOL.

is kinda fun today plus tired.
= )
school gotta start soon.
= (

will be missing my dear alot.
times we spend will be lesser.
<3>

2008-04-05T14:45:00.001+08:00

EMO

= (

NO MOOD !!!

i dont understand it well sometimes.
simple life is it so difficult to have it or even move on.
why ?

in heart u are the one *

2008-03-31T21:10:00.002+08:00

today is my last day in singtel after working for eight months long.
feeling sad to leave that place. friends & aunties made me feel sad.
school gotta start soon feeling uneasy & kinda worried.
can i cope with school stuffs ?
is a question mark to me *

?__?

happy to work in singtel enjoyable days in there.
alot of happening stuffs and laughter around singtel.
i never forget u all my friends.
= )

LOVES *

2008-03-22T14:50:00.002+08:00

recently, stressed with poly stuffs.
sorry dear.
= (

soon will be entering into school life seriously i am not use to it.
three years i didnt touch on books & writing.
kinda a big obstacles for me this time.
anyway i gotta endure this three years poly life.
let this three years pass fast.

dear is sick, i am worried.
hope dear can recover fast i really misses u.
take care well.
= )

<3 loves muacks

2008-03-17T18:55:00.001+08:00

sat took leave stay at home slack.
afternoon went to meet bros at cartel to catch up.
since quite sometime didnt meet up.
around evening went home prepare at night having friend wedding dinner.

the wedding was kinda special and the foods are delicious.
wish kitty & jay forever happiness *
reached home about 12am.

sunday sleep whole day super slack.
LOL.
LAZY BUM *

2008-03-11T23:10:00.001+08:00

watched sky of love today kinda an awesome love story movie.
after watching made me understand love even more.
treasure while i can when i am still living.

i am glad to have a place in poly and is the course which i chose.
i admitted i am old and still study poly, in singapore this is a must.
for living in future i have to work hard.
end of mar i will be ending my current job get prepare for school.
most likely starting april i got to get my knee to have a checkup,
recently getting worse. body system starting to break down.
everywhere starting to have illness.

hope everything will be fine as soon as possible.
= )

2008-03-02T17:45:00.001+08:00

OMG *
blog turned into rusty if still havent blog.
LOL.
since today slack at home decided to blog.

most of my time is gaming now.
sleep late for gaming wake up early for work.
everyday seemed to be tired for me.
since 3 years didnt touch on online games this time i have the feel back.
got to know a bunch of friends in online games.
they are awesome and from europe country like usa, canada, england, hawali.
everyday we chat in game. = )

thanks dear being understanding to me sorry if i neglect u time being.
i hope our love will never changed.
i will adjust my time for gaming & with u.
LOVES *

in the past i guess i had made a mistake on something.
from this point i learnt it and realised what is wrong.
envirnoment made us changed, friends do can influence us.
character will not changed easily. certain things ownself cant realised until others tell u.
do what is right is the most important.

2008-02-23T21:10:00.002+08:00

tuesday went to watch jumper hmm not bad this movie.
friday went to watch death note 3 my favourite.
= )

both movie is awesome.
LOL.

weekend slack at home as usual.
awaiting for my news to poly.
job gotta end of mar.
one blink work for about 8 months then end of mar is 9 months.
so fast *
LOL.

treasure u as well in heart *
<3

2008-02-17T15:30:00.002+08:00

since somtime didnt blog already too busy maybe lazy.
LOL.
watched CJ7 & KUNG FU DUNK both movie really nice.
must watched.
= )

saturday after work went to aunty house at bishan.
finally saw my biao mei bf.
= x

-____-

sunday went to temple for around one hour plus.
now slacking at home i loves to slack at home.
loves to hide myself in a room.
into his own world *
around 4 plus went out to town with dear & friends is so out of sudden
as they calling me to go down.
all girls & only two guys only.
LOL.

hope everything still runs smooth & good in life.
life is short treasure while i am still living.
= )

2008-02-11T19:50:00.001+08:00

yesterday, noon time went to woodlands bai nian alone.
after that went gombak there visiting as well my gym session too.
LOL.
after one hour of exercise get prepare to orchard meet my friends.
is keeyu birthday. Happy Birthday Bro *
= )

today, work as per normal.
super bored plus tired.
yesterday so tired run here and there plus gym.
somemore i play majong until late night then went home sleep coz next day need to work.
ZZZzzz...
yawnz *

2008-02-09T12:15:00.001+08:00

time to blog *
chinese new year day one went to mother side visiting first at 11plus until 4pm.
4pm we went to dad side there to bai nian until midnight.
every year is the same.
LOL.

day two, all the relatives came to my house.
OMG *
house was so messy after they left.
= (

day three, start working super bored got to work.
after work went to my cousin house until 11plus pm.
super tired.

simple & short *
LOL.
busy this week didnt really spend time with u hope after cny i will spend more time with u.
loves & misses ~
<3

2008-02-06T22:15:00.001+08:00

last saturday after work bought a big bag of new urban male stuffs.
spend alot of money.
weekend slack at home as usual.

today is chinese new year eve.
wok until 1pm after that went home spring cleaning packing.
have reunion dinner at home with my parents.
shiok ! slack at home finally have two days of rest.
saturday got to work.
= (

wish everyone happy new year.
= )

2008-01-31T19:25:00.001+08:00

yesterday just watched the sweeney todd is some kind like musical plus play of movie.
seem quite nice.
as usual all day work & work.
LOL.

hoping new year comes soon can rest & enjoy.
LOL.
= )

countdown to chinese new year is about six days.
woo hoo....
misses u this period of time *
<3

2008-01-27T23:35:00.001+08:00

yesterday after work went to sentosa to have a small gathering with our colleagues.
so disappointing that some cant make it hope to see them if there is a gathering the next time.
quite relax and enjoyable at sentosa.
we played games on beach & sea.
i loved sentosa loves suntan.
= )

slacking day at home.
first time cook seem not bad & is fun.
i loves it *
really enjoyed the day with u thanks.
LOVES *
<3

2008-01-23T19:10:00.001+08:00

take a close look at those unfortunate peoples in the world.
minimize the foods to be waste.
hoping to volunteer to go third world country help up and see the situation there.
is a good experience and realised their needs.

times flew fast everytime i will say so.
i am 23 this year getting old burden getting heavier each year passes.
LOL.
hoping to purse my studies but i really years didnt touch books
seemed a tough task for me now.
= (
trying earned as much money while i can.
anyway living singapore expenses is high.
work hard in life *
jiayou !!
= )

2008-01-22T20:55:00.000+08:00

recently busy with shopping my chinese new years clothing.
two more weeks to chinese new year so happy.
= )

in loves with Affliction *
<3

spending the time with her i felt happy.
simple but i loves it.
<3

death is not the end is just the beginning.

2008-01-15T20:30:00.000+08:00

yesterday is my birthday *
wish myself a HAPPY BIRTHDAY ~
friends wishes me.
thanks all.

a years older OMG !!
me getting old.
LOL.
spend with her is just simple but i loved it *
<3

thanks for the presents.
i love it & touched by it.

2008-01-13T13:55:00.000+08:00

sat & sun slack at home.
LOVES to slack at home.
<3
went to nyp open house yesterdayafter work.
for an hour then went back home.

24 hours seem very little for me to use.
work already taken up 8 hours, travelling time 1.5 hours,
misc 2 hours, sleeping 6 hours, free time 6.5 hours.
so little for me the time.
maybe a 48 hours a day will be better for me.
LOL.
= )
JOKING *

2008-01-10T22:15:00.001+08:00

shocked to hear the news from her.
nothing i can say so far.
only can give her my views.
remember what i say.
hope everything is smooth for u.
follow your heart go.
= )

everyday seem tired to me work like a bull.
LOL.
i need to enjoy life but seem difficult.
life is short but have alot of turning & obstacles to overcome.
is not so simple what we thinks as we grew older.
people tend to change when envirnoment, emotion & certain thing.
hope everyone work hard for they really want in life.
treasure while we can now *

2008-01-06T11:30:00.001+08:00

going to be jobless soon.

contract end at 10 jan but assistant team leader extend for us until end of jan.

all the old temp will be leaving end jan.

simply sad = (

have been working about 6 months kinda sad to leave there.

the joy, laughter, happening stuffs, work & alot simply gotta be gone soon.

= (

sorry to tell that this blog is a EMO blog.

anyway sorry about that.

got to find job as soon as possible.

haiz *

will it be a good year for me 2008 ?

there is always a scar in my heart.

it will never be mend no matter what.

even time cant be mend.

2008-01-01T18:30:00.001+08:00

today is new year of 2008.
wish everyone stay happy & healthy.
just knocked off from work.
poor thing have to work again.
i am used to it.

everyday worked monday to sunday continued like nobody business.
so tired *
yawnz.
= (

i just wanna happy moments.
= )

2007-12-28T12:00:00.001+08:00

this sunday working and 1st jan also working.
OMG *
work and work getting crazy soon.
LOL.

when can have a nice rest at home slacking ?
still waiting for the day to come.
hoping *

missing u *
<3

2007-12-27T18:50:00.001+08:00

~ EMO ~

dont know what to say.
haiz.
can u pls take care yourself ?
hope u understand.
sick also must take care dont act brave front.

headache again *
suck suck suck !!!
HATE IT !

= (

2007-12-26T19:15:00.001+08:00

christmas eve didnt went to work slack at home coz mood for christmas.
went to family gathering around late evening.
christmas went to work so sad what to do no choice.
dinner with group of friends after work.

actually on leave today in the end went to work.
this sunday have to work again.
so sianz gotta earn more money.
all day work and work. workaholic me *
LOL.

wish times can stop to where i wanna.
is impossible.
haiz.
this world is so complicated since living till now.
= (

2007-12-24T13:05:00.001+08:00

problems lie around humans no matter where.
no escape for problems which made human being hate most.
all kinds of feelings mixed around.
confused *

recently kept having headache even just recovered.
dont know what is the reason behind it.
= (

anyway today is christmas eve.
wish everyone merry christmas.
= )

2007-12-20T11:15:00.001+08:00

yesterday, still sick went to work coz at home super bored.
but at least getting better afterall.
alot of my friends are leaving us kinda very sad.

after work went to play board games in a cafe. Cool ~
totally so tired reach home knock off.
LOL.

today is a holiday shiok.
finally can sleep late woo hoo.
i think i slowly recovering.
yesh. i so happy.
= )

hope everyone stay healthy *

2007-12-18T21:30:00.001+08:00

yesterday night suddenly vomit three times & headache.
went to 12hrs clinic but close so went back home rest.
then 1 plus am i super miserable went t seragoon 24hrs clinic.
kana injection plus alot of medicine need to eat.
= (

so sick keep sleeping whole day.
hope to get well soon.
= )

SICK * = (

2007-12-17T20:15:00.001+08:00

monday blue so tired so many things to do.
so sianz plus tiredz.

waiting for holiday to come.
LOL.
recently, have a haircut OMG super short my hair.
LOL.

when can i enjoy life ?
i just want a simple dreamz *

2007-12-13T20:35:00.001+08:00

super tired needed alot of rest.
slack slack slack *

no matter what happened in life have to carry on.
stay strong look ahead.
thanks for everything & sorry.
memories meant to be kept.
= )

coming 2008 i gotta wish everyonestay healthy & happy.
eager to look forward christmas & new year.
hope to be happy daily.
= )

2007-12-08T21:00:00.001+08:00

having headache almost whole day.
haiz. = ( my head very pain super sick.
dont know what i can do ?
heaven give me some hint plus a help will be better.

work work work *
going find a job soon.
wanna live what i am and what i really want in my life.

2007-12-07T21:45:00.001+08:00

today, moved to TH1 only person from TH2 sitting a there working so bored.
no choice anyway sooner or later will be there soon. sucks.
whole day running TH1 & TH2 so tired but killed times. LOL.
everythings at there changed.

did i make a mistake in first place ?
i was so confused.
= (

2007-12-06T20:40:00.000+08:00

tomorrow most likely in the TH2 me already moved out.
today went into office everything had changed seemed so different.
kinda sad no mood to work no more happening or fun.
= (

i wish time can stop the moments i want to.
i just want to have a sweet & simple dream.
i wanna to live in my own world.

2007-12-05T20:50:00.001+08:00

soon will be leaving from TH2 to TH1 super missed all my friends in TH2.
time flew fast gotta leave this job in a month time.
i really sad to leave that workplace. memories & funtime we have there.
but nevertheless i have to leave. = (

sometimes i was thinking WHAT IS LIFE ??
life is short full of emotion world.
simple is what i wish to have.

2007-11-28T19:00:00.001+08:00

have been working since a long time without any rest.
feeling very tired & sick of it. no choice me money face.
LOL. cheong work to earn more while i can now.

when can i take a rest to replenish my tiredness ??...

heard the news of re-shuffle of the office and peoples.
totally sad from me, was separated from my friends.
i miss them when the days come. haiz.... = (
dec 5 is the time i hate most.
cherish the days now left few more days.

missing them ~

2007-11-22T19:00:00.001+08:00

everyday work work work.
LOL.
working this sunday yesh ! can earn more money.
now can work i tried to work more more money.

slack slack slack ~
money $$$

2007-11-20T22:40:00.001+08:00

what is love ?
different peoples having different views on that.
cant listen to it is how u feel it by yourself.
human tend to easily influence by others.

where is the passion gone to ?
= (

2007-11-19T22:05:00.001+08:00

finally i understand how criminal feel when others dont give them second chance to change themselves over a new leaf...
is it so difficult to give another person a second chance ??...
all humans have the right !!

life is short just enjoy what we can before leaving in this complicated world.
times flew fast.
i dont wish to grow up ages increasing burden increases and problems increases.

remain the same as before or changes ?

2007-11-18T22:20:00.001+08:00

went to the food fair for two days eaten alot delicious foods...
become fatter OMG !! LOL.
is gotta to rest more this coming weekend.
save money also important.
dont know why i like to slack at home recently. LOL.

~ I AM SO TIRED ~
slack + sleep + rest
= )

2007-11-11T21:40:00.001+08:00

had a long break from work tomorrow is time to get back to work.
tonight, have a nice japanese dinner as weilun treated us woo hoo.
thanks dude.

having fun at the chalet even is tired but i do enjoyed.
times flew fast my slacking days came to an end. LOL.

being an adult is so burden, as a kid is so free of thinking.
age is catching up, time is running fast, standard of living is raising.
singapore is small but is full of stress. LOL.
i darent look back my past as i will regret alot in my life.
there is no turned back i have to look ahead in my life.

love is to sacrifice *
one day u will realise the truth "

2007-11-05T20:30:00.000+08:00

work seem to be complicated i dont know how to phrase it...
one word : SUCK "
anyway around two months to go just finish it as soon as possible...
as tomorrow i am on leave until next monday will be back to work...
maybe saturday is my off day i am still unsure gotta to ask my colleagues..

after work meet my parents having dinner at amk hub...
after dinner went shopping for awhile reach home at 7.30pm...
since long time didnt have the chance to be together for dinner...

certain things is not up to me to decide *

2007-11-02T18:40:00.000+08:00

having headache *

next week having a long leave gotta put aside my work finally...
is time to rest as recently going to be busy on my work...
next month i going to save money... JIAYOU !!!...

LOVE ME, WAIT FOR ME "

2007-10-28T20:45:00.001+08:00

TIRED ~
saturday, take leave coz going bank to pay my mum money went to two banks.
haiz *
went for a movie "brothers" not bad worth to watch it...
feel like slacking at home nowadays kinda lack of cash...
hope to strike 4D... LOL.
went to cut hair too change abit of my hairstyle...

SUPER SIANZ ~
LIFE SUCK *

2007-10-24T21:20:00.001+08:00

buy back dinner as no one is at home alone so sad...
so peace & quiet ~
slacks *
went to weigh oh i am finally 75kg i am so happy woo hoo...
as i am tall 1.8m so my weight must around 75kg there will be great...
= )

advise is to listen and not to follow dont influence by others just follow your heart go...
advise do make changes...
problems have to solve it ownself not others helped...
advise can be given but is not to follow coz different peoples have own views...

hope everybody can be happy and stay healthy *
= )

2007-10-23T21:45:00.001+08:00

everyday work & work getting bored plus sick of it....
for the sake of money have to endure... ARGH !! LOL.
hope to get some rest for a holiday to enjoy myself well...

hope everything runs smooth & fine...
^(00)^ oink oink !!... <3

recently, meet my primary school mates i was so happy...
hope to meet them soon if have a chance again... yesh...

most importantly i wanna to be happy *
plan for my future as i am not young...
gotta study & work in future...

2007-10-18T22:00:00.000+08:00

fear of being hurt once again *

whole day has no mood to work keep listening to music and stoning in the air...
feeling lonely at that moment...
memories rushing in my mind...
realised my mistakes and wanna to say sorry to u my love...
thinking after i am fear to face u no courage at all...
i dont want to hurt just wanna u to be happy...
memories are meant to kept in mind *
i still remember the letter u gave me at the platform i was touched and can feel the love u given me that moment... <3
i hope time can turn back but it seem impossible...
i am at a lost seem to lose everything in just one day...

2007-10-17T22:02:00.001+08:00

my cough still have not recover is already a month...
my love sorry to give u pressure, after a day of thinking i realised it...
since now i will not force u let nature runs it course i hope u can give me a chance to take care of u again... i really hope give both a chance back...

the whole day i was feeling sad when early morning i received that sms from u was totally devasted... i understand how u feeling now but hope u can understand my feeling too...
pls dont avoid me or ignore me as well... let us be like last time what we are hope nothing will change just because of this issue... let us think about it again * time means everything...
take care my love <3

2007-10-12T23:30:00.001+08:00

recently i am very tired need more sleep...
just wanna to have peace & quiet at thi moment i wanna live happily...
i just wanna to have attention & someone sweet to me but is so difficult...
i have been giving in and where is my returns ??...
HEAVEN IS UNFAIR TO ME !!!
= (

i am at a lost *
who really understand me ??..

2007-10-08T21:15:00.001+08:00

something may looks fine but in so complicated....
world is changing even humans changed too...
times run faster than man do treasure while we can...
certain things beyond out control...
happy is all i want now...

HATE MYSELF ~
ARGHz..................

2007-10-04T23:15:00.001+08:00

finally today went for a haircut decided to change my hairstyle as that hairstyle followed me years... is time to change a new image tired of old hairstyle... LOL...
super short haircut !! look abit cockster LOL.. never mind overall i still like it... hehe...

workplace alot of changes make me feel bored sometimes...
what to do no choice have to work... LOL *...

when can SLACK ??...

2007-10-02T09:55:00.000+08:00

friday
after work went with a group of colleagues for sushi alot of discussing while eating after that went coffee bean continued...

saturday
work as usual went home sleep in the afternoon night time went to drink at waiting bar, e bar, taboo, dragonfly four places totally hangover this time... vomit still totally gone *

sunday
whole day sleep & slack plus vomit... is sick & headache...

i have enough of this kind life maybe i played enough i decided to cut down drinking...
i dont wanna empty promises *..
chance has only once gone is gone never be replaced...
when i recalled the SCENE in taboo i was totally devasted u will get what i mean by this...
explanation doesnt mean everything own eyes prove it clearly *...
nothing can erase the scene in my mind still... know the limits well treasure it while u can...
since is past let it go anyway i need time to think and heal everything...
once again thanks for everything u done for me i really appreciated...

tuesday
staying at home slack whole day coz i was sick down to sore throat & cough...
kinda wanna earn more money for my future...
hope my sick will get well soon...

2007-09-28T23:25:00.001+08:00

after work went dinner with a group of collegues discuss alot of stuffs...
recently kinda busy after changing new post...

GOD, can tell me what to do instead ??..
i very stupid and blur...
haiz ~
simple too tired *...

2007-09-26T22:15:00.001+08:00

tired of everything ~
i need a break afterall...
kinda sore throat on sunday until now still unwell...
getting sick need someone to accompany me at the side...
feel like going for a holiday to relax my mind...

why life has so much trouble to let us think about ??..

* Now That She Is Gone *

Girl you know i miss you so
I didn''t know you had to go
You''ve had enough of our distance baby
Before I had the chance to say
I''m staying with you
For the rest of my life
Don''t keep telling me these words
You don''t know how much it hurts
And I''ll promise you eternity
if you promise me your stay
But now it''s too late
I''m no longer the man that I was
I will go on without her
Like a fool who''s too sure
I''m like a brid who''s lost her wing
A fire without its flame
I don''t know how to be strong
When my love has to move on
I am a song without a soul
Now that she''s gone
What''s left of us is this song
Don''t keep telling me these words Oh no
You don''t know how much it hurts
And I''ll promise you eternity
if you promise me your stay
But now it''s too late
I''m no longer the man that I was
I will go on without her
Like a fool who''s too sure
I''m like a brid who''s lost her wing
A fire without its flame
I don''t know how to be strong
When my love has to move on
I am a song without a soul
Now that she''s gone
What''s left of us is this song
Oh yes I know I don''t know
baby i am konw i''am a foul
AndI will go on without her
Like a fool who''s too sure
I''m like a brid who''s lost her wing
A fire without its flame
I don''t know how to be strong
When my love has to move on
I am a song without a soul
Now that she''s gone
What''s left of us is this song
This is our song without a soul
Now that you''re gone
What''s left of us in this song

2007-09-26T00:10:00.000+08:00

sometimes things may looks simple but it doesnt for example this apple looks good from outer but inner is spoil... so do take sometimes to notice it will be better...
money seem to be so important and i really hope to earn more...
money = stress
stress = emo
emo = attitude

tired of everything ~
throat still kinda pain hope to get well soon...

2007-09-24T23:05:00.001+08:00

kinda happy today filled with alot surprises *...
woo hoo ~ yesh !!..
thanks u so much u have done for me i really appreciated what u have done for me...
u are the one ^(00)^

times really passed fast just like a blink of eyes...
alot of happenings gone through within it...
being happy is most important *..

2007-09-23T23:20:00.001+08:00

since wednesday to saturday i have been drinking alot, i gotta thanks to my brothers accompany me this time... to my point, who can understand me ??.. i just wanna be myself be a good guy why seemed to be difficult... who give me the chance ??... i hope my brain can stop functioning erase all the pains and memories *...

2007-09-20T01:20:00.001+08:00

meet up junhao, weilun plus his friends went to butterfly...
after that they wanna go zouk but i & junhao never go...
hmm very good boy of me lolx...
anyway is time for me to drink kill some of my sorrows away...

i kinda sad about alot of things in my life...
i do treasure the moments well...
effort was made but i never see the return ??..
why always me have to do that cant u do back to me ??..

2007-09-18T18:40:00.001+08:00

i need time to think everything kinda stess...

i feel pain too do u understand it ??..

however i still couldnt make any decision i hate myself...

i wish i dont live in this world feeling very miserable carry on with life...

i wish somehow a person could understand me & care about me...

i am so troubled *..

time is all i need now ~

2007-09-17T00:20:00.001+08:00

went to sing K with delphine, jiayi & allen until 430am omg sing until sore throat...

i dont know what i should do i feeling very stress...

everything has sort out feeling much better after saying it all out...

but i dont know what is the outcome to be like in future...

i hate myself and my whole life *..

who can understand me and my stress ??..